If I Were A Boy
If
I were a boy I will dare to make a move.
I
will let you know how I feel for you.
I
will let you see that there is something bothering to me too.
If
I were a boy I will not just sit down and steal a glance from afar.
I
will not simply wait for you to pass by.
I
will not sneak for you to find out.
If
I were a boy I will not pretend I don’t hear your voice
Because every vowels and syllables in your tone
Made
this heart of mine beat on its loudest noise.
I
f I were a boy I will look you straight in the eye.
I
will not look away but I will remain focus.
I
will hold your gaze for the longest time.
If
I were a boy I will make you happy.
I
will make you special in every way I can.
I will show you the world.
I will show you how we will work.
But
I am just a girl – good at being unnoticed, good at being discreet
For
I am very conservative.
I
couldn’t make a move.
I
couldn’t offer a smile.
I
couldn’t show how it feels to be so inspired by you
Because
it is not my prerogative gender wise
.
I
should be the one waiting,
hoping
and praying
that there will be efforts from
you one day.
But
when I tried started counting the days
seems like I can’t have it anyway.
It
is so challenging to be like by you
when deep inside I know that you feel the same way too.
When
that boy couldn’t gather his strength
and don't have the courage to act.
And you feel like saying goodbye and firm on giving up.
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